Nowhere to Go But Up!

For the last few weeks, I've really been in a sad mood.  But this week has definitely been the worst.  I failed at something really important and now I am struggling to redeem myself...and I feel I am failing even at that.

I'm not sure if I've ever felt this out of control of my life.  Everything seems to be speeding downhill; And, instead of being in the driver's seat, I am nothing but an onlooker on the side of the road.  I see a cliff, but I can't stop the car. 

The scariest part is that maybe secretly I want everything to hit rock bottom.  Because once a person hits rock bottom, THERE IS NOWHERE TO GO BUT UP!  And I really, really want things to start going back up.

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